Funny Moment

Today was a really interesting day lol...I got woken up by Rebecca calling me!

Sorry I didnt make it in time to see you I really loved my gift its adorable. I hung out at my parents house all day and it actually went really well... well around 6ish i would say i texted Tashia to see if she would cover my shift tomorrow and then my phone died and i was going back over to my cousins house so i just plugged it in and left her a voicemail. Well she was drinking a bit... and got all confused and was trying to call me back and i didnt answer so she called jared and jared started panicing thinking i was doing something stupid ya know like killing myself...

So I finally check my voicemails about 2-3 hrs later and i realize whats going on so I call jared and tell him no im fine i just am not feeling to good so i was hoping someone would open for me tomorrow. Whats funny was I had like 6 or 7 people all wondering if I was ok just because i didnt answer my phone... do i really appear to be that crazy? Well I guess it felt good to know all those people really care about me... but the whole time im thinking im surrounded by lunatics lol...

Karlie

Owwwww

Well things have been very shit lately lol. I woke up Friday morning with a terrible pain in my belly and I was laying there hoping it would go away... I had felt this once before and after i threw up it went away within 2 hours. Well this time the pain was too intense so I called and my dad and I was crying and he says "Why are you calling me at 630 am?" and I told him I need to go to the hospital...so I get there and Im explaining why I am there and they take me into the room and im dead tired and in loads of pain still. Finally they decide they think they know what it is... so I wait around for a couple more hours falling asleep on and off and they come back and tell me they need to do an ultrasound. Which btw kills when they have to get under your ribs! So they can see what it is and its gallstones I have a load of them and they tell me the best thing to do is just take the little fucker out. So they keep me in there monitoring my food and stuff im only allowed to have liquids until midnight then its nothing. I cant sleep very well they keep coming in to check my vitals. I find out im going to have the surgery at about 10 and im scared to death. The guys that was helping me and put me under was very nice... i hardly remember being put under. The only thing I remember about after was feeling like i couldnt breath Aunt Cheryl was there and I guess she helped calm me down... but when i was really awake I never hurt this bad in my life. I was finally let out around 1045 pm and since then ive just been trying to drink a lot of water and get back to moving normally stomach hurts like mad. And I cant really sleep right now :(. I cant wait to get back to work!!!!

Karlie

GOOODBYE ARIZONA HELLO WYOMING [AGAIN]

I have a list of thank yous for Arizona:

Thank you Hajid for showing me what a real asshole is.

Thank you weird Egyptian guy for showing me what a real pussy some guys can be.

Thank you Josh for showing me a true player.

Thank you Noel for showing me the best sex ever!

Thank you Chelsea for reminding why I don't get along with girls :).

Thank you Blaine for showing me what true sensitivity is.

Thank you Patrick for letting me live with you and being so supportive even though I couldn't find a job. Thank you for being such an amazing person I love you...and im happy you are coming back to wyoming too :) I would miss you a lot if you were down here for much longer after me. I missed you too much when you first came, and when you were on your mission. You are a crazy good guy...and i appreciate everything you are to me.

And Finally Thank you Shawn for being the best friend I could have down here. For taking me to my first concert, and being a good listener. For making my time down here a little less unpleasant... Thanks for all the long phone calls and msn chats... thanks for gt games and drunken nights. Almost all of the fun I had down here was with you, and even if we are never this close again i wont forget ever what an amazing person you are. Even if you dont believe it I love you.

I had such a crazy good "Vacation" that Im sad for it all to end but I am so excited to be going home and getting out of here and bla bla bla haha. Arizona is an amazing place.

That pic is Roo, Chelsea, and I when things were good :).

You'll Never Win Because You Never Complete Or Finish Anything That You Start

Today i feel down. I don't know if its because I don't have a job and I feel incredibly worthless or if its something else. Its almost five thirty and I just woke up. I was watching bones till really early this morning, and then when I thought about sleeping I laid awake thinking about how i wouldnt have been awake all night if I had gone to bed at a decent hour lol. Then I think Pat missed class today I think I remember talking to him this morning and he told me it was 10. I really am going to check on that application tomorrow. Its making me nuts to not have a job. I told Pat we should sell our plasma... lol wtf am I thinking?! I need a job. Shawn was telling me we should go to college, and I think I agree I want to do something more than I am doing, and while I think it could be hard im not too worried about that. Anyway Im sorry this wasnt uplifting or funny I just had to say how I felt.

Love you guys

Karlie

SOOO MUCH NEWS lol

I did end up finally meeting chelsea... I was kind of drunk because she couldnt come till later in the day and Shawn and I decided to get drinks. I have been spending a considerable amount of time with him and we are becoming pretty good friends. I only wish it had been possible to hang with chelsea a bit more. Well Umm lets see....I failed the test at 2wire but the good news is I get a chance to take it again! in like A week I think I can retake it. ok so that was a shitty deal. Then I applied at like 8000 different places with shawn and without shawn. Then I went to Hatchet Attacks 2009 with shawn! It was hella fucking exciting and cool! Lol my first concert was icp twiztid blaze lol and more. I think my most favorite part [aside from seeing jamie madrox that close lol] was the JCW the wrestling it was so funny. Like the crowd was nuts! They would throw trash and stuff at the person they disliked like the whole fucking trash can!! And like there was so much screaming and like weird shit! Anyway that was fun shawn got soaked with faygo and i did a little bit too but not like he did. I got mashed in the crowd and had to get out lol. Well hopefully i found a job very soon cuz pat and i and kaleb will be screwed for reals if I dont. But i expect that everything will be ok. We will come through on top like always.

As always

Karlie

BOOOORRREEEDDDD

Ok! So My life as of late is so effing boring, but I do have a little news. I got a call from 2wire to come take their test :D. Which means as long as I pass I have a job. All I pretty much do these days is play CoD4 and occasionaly watch a movie or two. I turned 21! And that was a good night :). I got to meet Shawn from the internets hes a pretty ok guy...a little weird but arent we all? I've hung out with him twice now. I think we are becoming pretty good friends. And Hopefully I get to meet chelsea before she leaves Im really looking forward to meeting her. Shes a really cool girl. She goes back to Washington on the 15 though :(. Alrighty well I know thats a sad sad update but really there isnt much to update on lol. SO till next week boys and girls.

Love ya!

Karlie :)

Birthday!!

Well it's not quite midnight yet so yeah im posting a bit early but i wont be on tomorrow because its the big two one...whooooo! Arizona is amazing. Its weird not having a job lol because all i really do is sleep and play video games. Its been a week almost. I have some super hot neighbors and i love the weather! I have met a couple of Pats friends they are pretty funny/weird but im weird and pats weird too. My favorite so far is this kid Chris from Boston he talks so much! Like my dad he talks a lot but i think chris could out talk him hahah. anyway he has some crazy stories patrick and i went to lunch and to the mall with him yesterday [Friday]. today i bought a headset for the ps3 i have no idea how to hook it up grrr. Im going to do that now more later!

love you all!

Karlie

WOwWwwww

Well I made it to Arizona...After being three minutes late for my flight and having to reschedule for this morning. Hahaha...Well its fucking a beautiful here!! So warm...Well really hot. It's amazing! I met caleb mine and patricks roommate...haha yeah a roommate in a astudio apt how funny eh? he doesnt seem to like me much but thats ok I will grow on him. It happens with everyone that doesnt like me at first. Patrick and Caleb want to hook me up with Chris AKA Bean town...lol we shall see.

I dont know why i was so nervous about the plane ride. It really wasnt that bad. I mean hells yeah it was scary but i mean airplanes are scary so meh whatever. I want to do something other than sit on the comp all day :@ maybe i will check the apt grounds out haha. that could be fun or maybe i can convince caleb to go swimming with me!!! whoop... you know whats cool? The fact that i live somewhere where it gets warm enough to swim bhahaha.


Welp im off love you all!! More next week!

Karlie

Arizona here I come!

Well, a lot of things have happened lately. I fought with Aunt Cheryl and I no longer live with her. Well I moved back into my parents house and my dad has helped me make plans to go to Arizona where my brother Pat lives. I don't know whether I am excited or scared! I have never ridden on an airplane I think that is what is scaring me the most. I mean WTF! Seriously thousands of lbs of metal flying through the air...seriously? Whatever lol...I know it will be good for me. I mean really what do I have going for me here? I have a shitty dead end job, a lot of friends who get fucked up all the time. Im over the party scene I really am...And Im not even 21 yet lol.

Which brings me to my next thought rofl. I met this chicky Chels online like a year ago...and she is like my internet best friend...and I get to meet her in AZ! I am really excited about that. I dont want to give the impression that I wont miss here my home, my family, my friends. Because I really will, but I need the change :). I know it will be AWESOME...Omg it will be warm!! I really need to do laundry and decide which clothes im taking with me. But man Im going to put it off till the last minute :D. Which is something I really should NOT do, but oh well haha. Alright well Im going to go waste my time some other way :). Oh and if you really do read this haha which I dont think many do...I will start posting one once a week after I move.

Karlie <3

The silent Treatment

Ugh I dont know if everyone else hates it as much as I do but, argh hit me fucking yelling at me do something but dont ignore me. Cant you fucking see that, THAT hurts me more...That there is REALLY nothing you want to say to me? FUCK! I dont get you! You tell me all the time to not bottle up my feelings but then you dont want to even solve a fight with me? YOU can hold it all in but when I do it Im the bad guy? You say you dont like to make me cry but you seem to do it an awful lot. Anyway ugh I dont want to think about this anymore.

Im sitting here right now listening to music and just thinking about all the things that have made me cry lately...And I dont really cry that much. I dont Its not something I like doing...especially when people are watching because I hate to be asked "Whats wrong?" And then I feel like crying harder and telling that person, but really its not a big deal. I just make all these small things huuge things and I blow up. Its stupid anyway...Its stupid that you got mad for something so ridiculous. I love you and fuck if you cant see that now then will you ever? I dont know...Im sick of fighting with you over such stupid shit.

Karlie

I remembered!!

Everyone and their dog is mad at me lately... Wend and Chris, K-town, and Liz. I don't know how I get myself into such messes...I'm becoming quite the hermit.

Pee and Materials :S

So it has been a minute since I last wrote, and I apologize for that.

Tonight was a really odd night! I saw a random guy peeing in the street. We had been really busy at work, and then when it slowed I went outside to smoke, and this guy said something I really couldn't understand so I sort of turned around and looked in the window to make sure they weren't getting busy inside and I turn around and this guy is facing me and peeing! I was shocked! If he had turned the other way he would have been facing the street so I suppose I understand, but why couldn't he have waited until he got home? What a freak.

I had other things on my mind but I don't remember... If I eventually do I will let you know ;).


Karlie