Thursday, June 4, 2009

You'll Never Win Because You Never Complete Or Finish Anything That You Start

Today i feel down. I don't know if its because I don't have a job and I feel incredibly worthless or if its something else. Its almost five thirty and I just woke up. I was watching bones till really early this morning, and then when I thought about sleeping I laid awake thinking about how i wouldnt have been awake all night if I had gone to bed at a decent hour lol. Then I think Pat missed class today I think I remember talking to him this morning and he told me it was 10. I really am going to check on that application tomorrow. Its making me nuts to not have a job. I told Pat we should sell our plasma... lol wtf am I thinking?! I need a job. Shawn was telling me we should go to college, and I think I agree I want to do something more than I am doing, and while I think it could be hard im not too worried about that. Anyway Im sorry this wasnt uplifting or funny I just had to say how I felt.

Love you guys

Karlie